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When You Finally Realize He’s Not Worth It

Wednesday, November 09, 2016
All your friends have been telling you forever: “he’s not worth it”, “you deserve better than him”, “he’s a flirt” but you ignored all of it. Why? Because you loved him, you loved the idea of him, you loved the attention he gives you. You don’t see his flaws because even that is beautiful to you. You can give all the love you...

To the nice guy I should've never let go of

Monday, June 20, 2016
You weren’t an asshole and that was the problem.See, before I met you, I was used to the unhealthy, back-and-forth relationships that I was a part of for years. I thought it was normal when your boyfriend would forget your birthday or to be called a cunt when he didn’t get his way. So when I met you, a.k.a., Mr. I’mAGreatGuyAndGenuinelyCareAboutYou…I was thrown off....

To the boy who destroyed me emotionally

Monday, April 04, 2016
I want you to imagine this: a girl sitting on her bedroom floor, dry-heaving, her body convulsing with each failed attempt at silencing the sobs, banging her fists onto the ground as she tried to make sense of it all. Now, I want you imagine my face because that girl was me, and I was never good enough for you. I was constantly...

Sweet nothing

Saturday, January 30, 2016
I never thought it would be you. I never thought I would be staying up until 3 in the morning crying over someone I thought would be with me in the long run. Out of all of the people in my life, I never expected you to be the one to destroy me. I felt so close to you, I opened up my...

A message to you that I'll never send.

Sunday, January 17, 2016
I haven’t seen or heard from you in months but I know you’re okay.You’ve always been the strongest of the two of us. I just wish I could say I’m okay without you too.My head was throbbing, bottle loosely held in my trembling hand.  My hair was a knotted mess, cheeks blackened with makeup. My breathing was erratic, uneven, though it’d calmed down...

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